Wala pa din nagbabago sa pakiramdam ko.
The other day, I drank the medicine that the psychiatrist gave me. I was able to sleep pero I woke up at 4am. Nanginginig buong katawan ko! I was so scared!
I went to Wowa’s house because it was near one of our projects. Nagtry ako umidlip. Negative. I asked Wowa to go with me to St. Luke’s BGC to look for a new psychiatrist. Wala kami nakuha because lahat is by appointment. It was so frustrating. Until I was able to contact the secretary of one of the psychiatrists in Makati Med. She scheduled me at 10am today so I’m going later.
I’ve decided to drink na the medicine that this new psychiatrist will give. I need help. Inaamin ko na sa sarili ko na hindi ko ito kaya ng walang tulong ng Science. I changed psychiatrists because I could not connect to the last one that I went to. I hope okay ito na pupuntahan ko. Your relationship to your psychiatrist is a very important one.
Hirap na hirap ako guys especially sa umaga and bedtime. Grabe ang anxiety and panic attacks na wala namang cause. Ilang gabi na ako walang tulog. I really hope this psychiatrist’s medicine will work.
Thank you so much for all your messages. Thank you sa lahat ng concerns niyo. Please do continue praying for me. Gustong gusto ko na gumaling para maalagaan ko si Anika ng maayos.