I miss going to the malls. I miss working. I miss going out.
I’m still on house arrest although I feel a lot better compared to last week when we got home from the hospital.
I’m not taking my painkillers anymore since the start of this week. As much as possible kasi, ayaw ko ng umiinom ng mga gamot gamot na ganyan. Sayang din because the medicines are very expensive. Dapat pala pang 5 days lang ang pinabili ko. Hindi mo naman ako masisi kasi when Alvin bought, we were coming home from the hospital so imagine the pain. Parang gusto ko laklakin lahat ng painkillers in sight. Keribelles na pala after 5 days. Kaya ko na ng walang painkillers.
I can jebs na din without crying. To all those na naoperahan like me, I know you know what I mean.
I’m able to walk na also na hindi parang naga-audition ako sa role ng Kampanyerang Kuba. Lakad nga ako ng lakad dito sa bahay as advised by the ObGyn. I wanna burn as much calories that I can. Lolobo kasi ako ng bongga dito. Nice people keep on visiting me and bringing me food. All I do every day is sit down and eat. Itong fingers ko lang yata ang fit na fit kaka-laptop.
I’m super looking forward to my doctor’s check up on Tuesday. Dun malalaman yung result ng biopsy that they did dun sa mass that they found in my fallopian tube. Litong lito talaga na ako sa nangyari sa akin eh.
Imagine, when I went to Makati Medical Center, nagpositive yung pregnancy test ko. However, they didn’t find anything sa uterus ko sa ultrasound. I showed them the photo of the meaty thing that went out of me and the OBGyn said that yun na daw yung nalaglag sa akin. So I had miscarriage.
I kept on bleeding for 7 weeks na and hindi man lang ako pina-ultra sound ng ObGyn ko sa Makati Medicall Center. He didn’t even ask to have my hCG levels checked. Take note, I was seeing him regularly like every other week.
When I went for a second opinion sa St. Luke’s BGC with a different ObGyn, they saw agad that my hCG level is high (103 na dapat zero na) and they saw sa ultrasound na lumobo ng wagas yung Fallopian tube ko. The fallopian tube should be 3mm lang. Yung sa akin naging parang 3 inches ba yun? Plus I was bleeding internally because of that.
Sumakit lang ng slight kaya ako nagpunta na dun sa Delivery Room nung March 18.
Ang dami kong questions.
- So all this time, buntis pa din ako?! From January 24 to March 18?!
- If ectopic pregnancy, bakit hindi sumakit ng bongga? Bakit hindi nagerrupt?
- Ano yung lumabas sa akin na meaty thingy if nasa Fallopian tube pala ang kaguluhan?
- Ano ang nasa loob ng Fallopian tube ko at nagka-ganun?
- Bakit hindi nakita sa Makati Medical Center ito lahat?
- Ang delikado pala what happened to me?
I think all of those things will be answered by the biopsy. I wanna know. For closure and para malaman ko if related ba siya sa pregnancy. If not related, I can claim it sa health card. Malaki din yung Php 160 ha. Pang tuition na din ni Anika this coming school year.
Osha, summer for Anika officially starts today. This means I will get to spend time with my little one until I go back to work. Hindi ko alam if kakayanin ko guys ang one month leave. Hahahaha! Kaso Alvin is very strict now. May incision kasi eh. Ayaw niyang magkacomplications. Mas magastos daw!
I wanna go back to work already. Hinahanap talaga siya ng katawan ko. Actually, even though I’m on leave, para na din ako nagwowork because of all the viber chat groups. I’m not complaining because at least gumagana utak ko pa din.
I have more time to blog and vlog too. Nakaka-addict magedit ng vlogs! Ano pa gusto niyo i-vlog ko? Matrabaho siya pero masaya naman.
Speaking of Vlog, I have a new one up sa Mommy Fleur channel. Gumawa ako ng Ask Mommy Fleur Vlog. Here it is..
Nalululong din ako sa Koreanovelas. Grabehhhhh! Hahaha! Once you start, you can’t stop! I’m watching the My Love from the Star and it’s so nice. Alas tres na ako natulog kagabi because of that. Lelz. Ito pala ang challenge ng stay at home moms ano? How can one be productive eh ang daming magagandang palabas sa TV?!
Osha, it’s time na for my Koreanovela marathon.
Please do comment below what you want me to Vlog about ha? Happy summer!!!